Everytime i look at my parents and then at ourselves, i get really frightened. Is this what happens after more than a decade of marriage? Is this how a marriage is gonna be when we're 50 years of age? Despite how great we are together and how loving we are, my parents are making me doubt somehow. You tell me you know its not gonna be that way coz youre just really positive about that. I wanna believe you.

And i know that im not even doing my part as a gf. I dont know what im doing to us.. I dont wanna be like the others.. Sheeks.. i cant be bothered to think right now. My head is in a mess.. Why does my parents have to be so different from other parents? The way they think, its so straight and all.. They cant even handle their own relationship, much less handle their kids..

I gez id just try to be a different person.

Everytime i look at my parents and then at ourselves, i get really frightened. Is this what happens after more than a decade of marriage? Is this how a marriage is gonna be when we're 50 years of age? Despite how great we are together and how loving we are, my parents are making me doubt somehow. You tell me you know its not gonna be that way coz youre just really positive about that. I wanna believe you.

And i know that im not even doing my part as a gf. I dont know what im doing to us.. I dont wanna be like the others.. Sheeks.. i cant be bothered to think right now. My head is in a mess.. Why does my parents have to be so different from other parents? The way they think, its so straight and all.. They cant even handle their own relationship, much less handle their kids..

I gez id just try to be a different person.